When it was just Parker and I there was no drive or motivation to have the house in complete order or spotless. In fact, that's never been the case for almost 30 years. However, since Reid, all I want and wish to do is clean and get things organized and in order. That's how it works, right? When you realize you have very small windows of opportunity to get things done, you get motivated... OR do you?
If there's a day the boys are both down, at the same time, I can get things done. Right? But, it's when you see that hour and a half to two hours right before your eyes, you sense a short period of freedom! It's like Jesus rewarding me for something, ha-ha. Ok, I kid, but sitting and doing absolutely nothing feels too good to be true. I always have to do a double take to make sure they're both really sleeping. After evaluating all the items on my to-do list, I realize I took too long "evaluating". It's too late. One of the boys are up and need me. After all, the sound of cleaning and clashing of dishes may wake them. Am I the only mother who thinks this way?
You might be asking how I have time to write this blog. Well, both boys were down, made myself lunch AND had time to eat it. No scarfing; most moms know what I mean. I sat for about 20 minutes browsing Target online hoping to find good deals on toddler clothes (Parker's growing like a weed!) and made the decision to start cleaning the mess before me. I push the round button at the bottom of my iPad, and it was in unison, Reid decides to cut his nap short. That's just the way it goes. He is now sound asleep on my chest because Momma is more comfy than the swing he was in. And this is what inspired me to write!
Life is no longer about me, or us (Grant and I). Our life is dedicated to meeting the needs of two wonderful little boys. It's exhausting. It's hard work. And although there are days I wish I could just lay in bed and not do ONE thing, I know there are two little boys who need me. I'm always reminded that God chose me to be their caregiver and their mom. It is a blessing to be able to watch them grow, lead them, teach them and love them. It's a huge responsibility to raise kids and Grant and I want nothing more than to have taught them to love and serve God. We are accountable to God for the way we raise them, and we want him look down and be proud.
Parenthood is selfless and tiring, but exciting, fun and rewarding. We should treat our walk with God in the same manner... Selfless. After all, everything we do should be for Him and pleasing to Him. Boy, do I still have a ton to work on!!!
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